I have gotten a lot of questions on why I write things on my wrists and why they say what they do or why it is what it is. I’m always making up an excuse and a lie about why it is there. I am going to be honest now because I always feel guilty about it. I have been bullied and called names and I have been put down by people who mean the most to me in my life. Even before I got fat. Then, I use to harm myself by cutting my wrists. I never wanted to kill myself, I just wanted to feel something other than sadness and depression and heartache. That was my way of escaping. Now, since I have had my daughter and my fiance has helped me open my eyes, I don’t cut anymore. When I am feeling down, ugly, fat, or having things said to me, or being bullied, or being put down…I draw an anchor on my arm that says believe, I write you’re beautiful on my wrists, I write love always on my wrists, I draw random hearts on my wrists, I write little quotes and sayings that make me feel better and remind me that I am beautiful and I’m not what everyone says, and I am better than what some people think. We all have something either in our past or that we do now that we are not proud of, but we can overcome it and find another way just like I have.
I know her personally and she is amazing:) please help her live her dream:)
<3
(via lifewithoutloveislost)
Oh, I can hear em playin, I can hear the ringin of a beat up old guitar.
Oh, I can hear em singin, Keep on dreamin even if it breaks your heart<3
I just want to say something. This is really starting to piss me off here lately. One, I don’t care how many gay or lesbian friends I have, I don’t care how many people try to convince me that it’s the right thing to do and that I should do it, I am NOT going to vote for same sex marriage. It is not right. Yes, you can love whoever you want to love, but I am not going to support gay marriage. It is in the Bible that it is wrong and God will not even allow it. Gay’s will go to hell. It’s just what it says. I have family and friends that are gay and I do not say anything because it is their life and you can love whoever you want, but I don’t in anyway support it. Second, I will not vote for Obama at all. No matter what, I do not like him or what he had done for this country. Everyone says that he has done so much and that Bush is the one who caused us to be this way. No, this has been going on for a while, there’s not much a person can do to get us out of it in one term. It’s hard. But everyone blames it on Bush. It really aggravates me. Obama hasn’t really tried to do anything to get us out of it though. And sure, Obama has passed a ton of laws that ‘supposedly’ has helped us. As far as I am concerned, they haven’t. The government is so far in debt and is this country that it’s not even funny. Obama is supposed to ‘change’ things right? He hasn’t. The only thing he has really done is kill Osama ‘Bin Ladin. (or however you spell his name) And that wasn’t even meant to happen. That was on chance. And it was Bush that made that possible anyways. He is the one who knew where he was and kept watch on him. Obama just decided to act on chance. That’s it. I am a republican and I will vote for a Republican no matter what. It’s just how I am. But it is really annoying hearing everyone talk about how great he is and talk about the freaking marriage amendment.
Hmmm……..haven’t really been hungry today. Maybe I’ve been more tired. I have been up since seven. But I was up multiple times during the night with my daughter. It’s also been a big day today. I bought my wedding dress today:) it’s gorgeous:) I felt like a princess for the first time in my life:) but I’m exhausted…..I think Ima try and sleep if my fiancé will let me:p
my poor little baby girl doesn’t feel good at all. she has an infection in both of her ears. i hope she gets to feeling better soon. i hate seeing her so ill and in pain:/
dr. oz and random people on the news have been talking about women getting heart disease for the past two days. its kind of bumming me out.
i make some dag on good pumpkin pie:) mmmm mmm mmmmm:)
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